this week's been a really busy one..
started work on the 2nd of jan..
altho it's only been 3 days at work..
im beginning to understand wad many ppl mean when they say..
"studying is so much better than working"
haha..but im serious..
although schooling is stressful with tutorials and exams..
at work..you face stress everyday and the fear of stepping on someone's shoe..
and face the risk of doing smth wrong that is unredeemable and the danger of getting sacked..ahha..
well..maybe not so cham la..ahha..but still..ahahah..
im kinda missing school..attending lectures and mugging for test..esp geo..ahha..=x..
BUT...hahaha..actualli i prefer nt to go thru dat again..
Work's been pretty busy and stressful..
with many things piling up on me..
so much so much to do..ahha..
and thru dis 3 days..
i really realise that i really lack experience and hands on skills..
altho im beginning to dread to go to work..
im still thankful for this chance given to me..
not jus becus of the money..
but really becus of the experience i will gain at the end of this period..
this would hlp to prepare me for the marketplace in future..
whereby greater stress would be faced..
at least this is only for 6 mths..compared to the future..which is for years..
but well..haha..im gonna press on..
and i knw..im gonna emerge..
even as i get moulded this 6mths..
it's gona be a great 6mths of trainings and challenges for me.. =D
haha..it's gonna be easy..
especially with tuition after work..with CG,DS and other committments such as family and friends..
but yea..im ready for the challenge..2008..=D..
hmm..some ppl say im crazy..ahah..when they hear that im taking up tuition assignments as well apart frm work..ahha..
sometimes i tink im crazy too..ahaha..but on second tots..it's nt that crazy after all..
i really enjoy giving all those tuition lessons..and preparing the resources for teaching altho it gets really tiring frm time to time..
it gets especially tiring when the kids dont listen..ahha..and dont do their work..
it gets quite depressing too..ahah..
haha but they are really cute..especially the things that they say..
it really makes me smile..and well altho sometimes..it makes me wanna vomit..ahahha..
but okay la..i enjoy teaching..and i get a great sense of satisfaction when they understand the things taught to them.. =D
so yea..altho tuitioning exhaust my energy..i enjoy it..=D
time really flies..today is oreadi the 5th day of 2008..
2007 is over..and greater things are waiting ahead..
more challenges..more breakthroughs..many more things...
good and bad to come..
as i was going for service just nw..time really struck me..ahah
i realised..Alevels results will be out pretty soon..ahha..
honestly..im quite worried..aahha.. =X
but ok la..im believing that whatever the results may be..
i knw..there is a purpose behind it..and definitely it is for smth great.. =)
anyway..today pastor shared a really good word..
and im really encouraged..and im determined to plan out my life for 2008..
to me..2008 is gonna be a very different year..haha.
i dunno how different..but i knw dat it's gonna be very different..
a year with even more changes..more and greater transitions..
and of cus greater transformation..
~empower me..~
use me..
mould me..refine me..
i'll make a difference..
for You..
and You alone...
love you..
