God of my youth I remember
Your call on my life took me o'vr
Your love has seen me through all my days
I stand here by your grace
On this altar I've written my life
Tells of a story I have with you my Lord
I want the world to know
God of my forever
and forever Im with you
My life is saved with a price your sacrifice
redeemed my soul
God of my forever
ANd forever I will sing
My greatest honour will always be
to serve my Lord and King
God of my all I've surrender
My heart finds it rest in you word
praises will not be enough to show
how my love for you has grown
Nothing matters when you're here with me
In the end just to hear you say well done
bowing before your throne
i love this song..haha..
i tink the lyrics is really very meaningful and heartfelt..
even as the music plays..i feel tears welling in my eyes..
many things went through my mind even as i sing the song..
ever since the first time i stepped into church..
things definitely haf not been easy..
with all the objections..persecutions..mocking and criticisms..
on top of all these..there's still other tings such as studies..family and frens to care about..
being a christian definitely does not mean that everything will be smooth sailing..
but..what i can testify of as a child of God is that..my life definitely has definitely become more meaningful and beautiful..despite the many obstacles i still face in my life..
my problems are no longer like a problem..because now i have a Daddy God in my life..
one who will carry me through the ups and dwns..thru mountains and valleys..whatever it is..He's always here with me..cheering me on..
and nothing seems to matter anymore..with Him around..
this love that i feel is definitely not replaceable..
and indeed i Love Him...
although this love dat i experience..comes with a price..due to all the objections..
I've never for one moment regretted this choice..
I still rmb how difficult it was to fight to go for cg and svc in the past..
with all the scoldings..tears..fear..
haha..it's definitely nt easy..
but praise God..for the breathru dat i've had..that nw..i can even attend PM..and many church activities..yes..objections are still experienced..but definitely a greater breakthru is near..
just wanna encourage you ppl out there..who are facing PO..or any other objections..never to give up..but continue to trust..you will have ur breakthru..jiayou..
many ppl often ask me why am i fighting so hard...why am i spending so much time in church despite my busy schedule..
haha..but what i can say is..
I Love the house of God..
it's where i feel God's presence in the most tangible way..
the place i feel closest to God..
the place where there's no limitations becus i serve an Almighty God..
the place of rest and comfort..my sanctuary..
the place where my faith is built up..
the place where im broken and built up again..
the place of tears and joy..
the place of peace..
the place where i find strength to carry on in my life..
the place of love..
the place where many of my close frens are..
the place where i feel belonged..
I love the house of God..
Im thankful for being placed in this church..this zone and in E432..
and most importantly..having the chance to be called a child of God..
Im running home..into ur arms..I love you my GOd..
I cheered with joy @ | 9:48 PM
Saturday, August 18, 2007
school's tiring..
prelim is coming..very soon..
hmm...ard 71 more days??ahah..stress..
nth much happpened dis week..
CG as usual was good..
hahaha..ytd the JC ppl came my hse for PM..
and i tink it was really great..
the sharing was good..the flow was good..
ahha..and we even had a mini "renunion dinner"..ahahha..
and ate a lot..ahhaa...then we ended up spending time singing after dinner..ahaha
it was quite funny..refer to michelle's blog for more details..ahah
i had lotsa fun..gd in relieving stress..=D i love all these ppl..haha..luv E432..=Dand today early morning went marina bay for the heartstring walk..ahhaa..i tink it was quite fun altho tiring..=D
haha..and i tok to the president!!! wahahaha..
service today was great today too..
alrite..i gtg le..jiayou ppl..
the joy of the Lord is my strength..
I cheered with joy @ | 9:47 PM
I cheered with joy @ | 1:57 AM
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
hey ppl im back..ahah..it's been some time since i last blogged..
been lazy and busy..so since im resting..i shall blog..
haha..there's so much i want to say..ahaha..
so i guess this entry wud be pretty long..ahah..=)
oh well..as usual..sch's been really stretching..so tiring..
with all the mock exams..tutorials..corrections and lessons to attend..
sometimes..i wonder wad am i doing all these for..ahah..
bud well..what can i say??dat's wad i've chosen..so i guess..i jus gotta continue with it and BEAR with it for another few months..ahha..er..approximately 82 days..ahaha..~stress~
ahha..i jus reminded of wad mr kwek said during assembly last week..ahaha..i just cant get over it..ahah..the ointment and he fainting at our results..ahha..i tink it's pretty funny..but i tink he's a nice guy..ahah..=D
anyway..dat's abt sch..ahha..apart frm crapping with the ppl in sch..ahha..
i lurve to hang out with valerie, tiying, serene and joanne..ahhaa..oh no..(to ty and val< school's been more fun with them ard..haha..toking nonsense..chionging hwk..and acting as carbonic acid...LOL!!! they make sch more fun and interesting..
come to tink of it..2years in JC..is really very fast..although er..seems like thousand years of torture..studying and flipping the notes..ahah..bud haha..actually very short only..and it's realli amazing..to be able to find all those ppl..ahaha..well i wudnt say we are very very close..ahah..but..at least i like to hang out with them..and i enjoy being with them..sharing and just hanging ard..ahha..so hey girls..ahaha..thanx for being such great companies..and let's jiayou!!!!!! =D
i tink it's so amazing..how we can find frens ard..well although many come and go..haha..quite sad la..bud..the memories shared are always there..i miss the days in secondary school..with clique10..ahhaa..it's been some time since we last meet up..=(..hope to meet up soon..
although life is tiring with school work..it always get better with the frens ard..with E432
i also thank God for placing me in this family of E432..=D
we'll always study tgt..encouraging one another..crapping..fellowshipping..Q-ing..praising God tgt..i love to be ard dis ppl..and yea..we're gonna have a BBQ soon..haha..and im very excited abt it.. =D
we even do flag day tgt..ahha..mich,kaiwen and i went to hlp fen with the AFUA tingy at chinatown after bs dat day..haha..at first was quite sianed..aha..bud after dat as we continued to ask for donation while the bands played..it got quite fun..ahaha..cus we had lotsa revelations frm asking for donations..haha..let me just share one of it here..
as i went ard asking for donations..i encounter many hu speak different kind of language apart frm english..so when i spoke to them in english..some do nt understand..ahah..and i realise smth..
alll of us haf a different form of language..the way yu communicate..the way yu do tings..see tings and feel tings..all of us are different..
dat's why..when we communicate with another person..we gotta knw wad's there language..wad's their language of love??different tings..we will oni be able to penetrate into another person's life oni when we discover their language..so what's ur language of life today???=D
so after the ting we went for dinnner..ahha..we had guo tie..ahah..and i tink it was rather nice..ahah..oh ya my parents did flag day too..ahahah..i tink it's very interesting..LOL..
toking abt community services..haah..im enjoying it..ahah..a lot more..after i joined YMCA..haha..it's really thru all these services that i began to see people in a different way..i guess the fruits of the spirits such as love,longsuffering,kindness and goodness are also moulded here in one way or another..=) im looking fwd to Y-reading this saturday..
and just looking at wad i've been doing for the past weeks..i feel like im very busy..ahah..i do complain..haha..bud i do enjoy them too..it makes my life more interesting and fruitful...
i love to go for CG and svc..and yess...this week is Dr AR Bernard..
and this place i find rest..i find strength..i find energy to go on..
for it's where i feel Him most...
He is my hiding place..
I cheered with joy @ | 1:56 AM
sisters unite!!!
daddy in red..ahha..
hush
ning and me
Fen and me
ning and fen
mummy in pink..
LOL
paiseh
BDAE celebration for ning
makan..
Calamari=likeness of sotongs..~fen????ahahhaha..sotong in the light
abundance of sotongs....haha..they are in the dark!!!!--!!
FOOD!!!!!