*.* happy birthday to me.. *.*
whoo...im 16 today...hee..doesnt looks like it at all..mi looks..mi mentality..all not like a 16 teen..hahaha..well..first of all let me just thank all of those hu wished me happy birthday and those hu gave me presents..hee..thanx a lot..i lurve all the presents..hee..will cherish them..
hmm..spent for day studying geography..did sum amaths thn read sum ss..haha..well wad a wae to spend..bud nvm la..haha..im still very happy..haha...
well..mi birthday wish is dat i will be able to see an improvement in mi studies lor..and i wanna work hard..and not be so easily discouraged..haha..
Okay shall end here for today..blog more tml..buaiz...
~happy birthday to me...~=D
I cheered with joy @ | 8:36 AM
*.* Happy.... *.*
hiyee...wanted to blog ytd bud everyting seems to be down..cant access..so oni managed to get in today...well let me tok abt ytd...haha..hmm..i was back in sch ytd...bud thn still keep coughing in the first half of the day...thn after dat in the afternoon had luch b4 we go to temasek poly for the talk..haha..and during lunch..hui li and i kept laughin until we bacum the last one to finish..blame it on the Hor Fun..haha...bud reali very farnie..i nearli choked..haha...(To hui li if u r reading dis:Eh next time if either one of us wanna eat hor fun..we beta not sit near each other..hahaha)
hmm..well..it's been a long time since i was so happpy...reali very happy...cus mi nephew they all are back in singapore...thn they came to mi aunt's hse ytd...then i play wit them until like siao.."jump"haha..dat's wad they had been playing..thn hide and seek..haha..thn i still feed them dinner..haha..very long..bud nvm..i enjoyed it..haha..reali so nice to see them back in ...can reali see dat mi aunt oso very happy..ytd i so hyper dat i slept later than mi usual time..haha..although im very tired after playing wit them...today they will be cuming to stay over..bud i wun be here cus i will be back in tampines...hahah..if not i will play wit them the whole day..hahah...bud the sad ting is they will be back in australia in a few weeks time...hiaz...bud nvm..they will be back again...and oh ya i mus add dis...mi nephew still rmb me despite not seeing him for like half a year..hee..
Hmm the second ting is...the tings michelle they all gave me for mi birthday present...so touched man..i got the cute little bu bu..haha..bookmarks...one of which is a shape of a footprint..thn michelle on behalf of them oso made a very big card..which is like so nice and creative..still got footprint on it sumore..can see dat she spent sumtime on it... and then xing fang oso gave me a packet of chocolates and i really like everyting dat they gave me very very much..and i lurve them too..ahahah..so i must give them credit...credit goes to.....:
1)Michelle Lee..
2)Daphne Lim
3)Hui Li
4)Chow Yoke
5)Vanessa
6)Lay Leng
7)Xing Fang
8)Karen
and oso sum others...ya..hahah...thanx a lot...very touched..haaha...and thanx for being such great frenx to me...Frens4eva...=D
Okay and as for today...
will try to finish up all mi hwk by today..thn will start studying tml le..hiaz..hope can finish everyting fast...
okay shall end here for today's entry le...bye...
P.S. eh mic..is the word big enuf for u to read now???hahah...
I cheered with joy @ | 2:15 AM
Thursday, January 27, 2005
*.* sick... *.*
today neva go sch..stay at home the whole day..slping..thn tried to study geo..bud oni like manage to study sum..thn went to the polyclinic..
wah..so many ppl...100 over ppl in front of me leh...i wait for like 1hr plus b4 it's mi turn...siao leh..bud aniwae im back home..the doctor gave me the cough syrup so big..verh farnie..haha..
hmm..not sure whether goin to sch tml..see first ...
hmm..now im worried abt mi bio and chem paper..wonder if they haf gotten back the paper..how much did i get??hiaz..hope i neva fail...
hiaz.hope it's gud news when any of them call to tell me ba..
okay shall end here..no mood to blog...
I cheered with joy @ | 8:22 AM
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
*.* i wanna pass......!!!!!! *.*
here to blog again...
just now study ting xie..study half way thn cum here to blog..cus very sian..hmm..im still left wif like 30 words haven learn...hope to finish it up fast..thn later haf to finish up the amaths ws frm ytd remedial..thn still got 1 geo ws incomplete..*sigh*
hmm..today lesson as usual..kind of had a debate during eng lesson..preparation for tml's compo..thn did ying yong wen for chinese..
thn during recess went to clarify mi marking of the OAS wif mr lim..hiaz...i lost marks due to shading the wrong ans..feel like banging the wall..hiaz..and im down for another remedial..hiaz..can die...
hiaz..now im real worried abt tml..worried dat if we get back our chem paper tml..it will be bad news for me..i tink abt the qns hor..i scared le..no confident in the qns at alll..hiaz..die..i dun ask for much..just at least let me pass can le..Plssssss.......im really desperate abt passing..i wanna pass chemistry....hiaz...very scared......
thn tml got band's sectional practice..dunno got the mood to go anot due to mi test...hiaz..bud hor eeven if dun feel like goin oso cannot..unless i got mc..bud perphaps i reali will get one..cus feeling sick now..mi flu getting worse..
hmm..so tml's wed le..hiaz..cant wait for fri..thn can rest...
and oh ya..one more ting..i tink the school reali getting very wu liao..keep asking us to sing the anthem loud and clear..not to fidget..must face the flag..hiaz..doesnt dis sounds familiar???we hear it everyday..sing so loud for wad..as long as we can sing can liao wad..does it mean the loudest we sing the more loyal we willbe to the country???thn the teachers oso neva sing s0o loud wad..thn sumore still can move ard..is dat showing respect???hiaz...dunno wad to say...
okay shall end here le..
I cheered with joy @ | 8:31 AM
*.* Not a gud day... *.*
hmm..today is definitely not a great day for me...
firstly..i got back mi physics paper..it's like shit..all stupid careless mistakes..wif all those units prob..hiaz..sae oreadi i heartache..geography and ss was oso not very well done..thn sumore today keep coughing...hiaz..just feel terrible..
didnt go for band cus not feeling well..thn i tink if i go for band will sure die..haha..went for amaths remedial..well..it was ok not as bad as i tot...bud jus dun understand sum of the tings mr johnny joseph sae..cant figure out wad he's saying..haha..guess..im reali occupied wit remedials...sianz...dunno wad's the problem wif me..mi results is like getting worse...hiaz...jus dun like to tok abt it..
hmm...today haf the tot of giving up mi post as a monitoress..hmm..tink i shudnt be one la..wif mi results...hiaz..can feel the pressure..anyway im oso not a very gud one hu can reali control the class..(im not saying the class very bad or wad..)hee..bud dunno lei..just feel dat i shud gif up dis post..there are others hu's in a beta position than me lor..hiaz..dunno..tink maybe will tell ms sin in the cumin class commitee meeting..
fri will be goin temasek poly for a tok wif michelle they all...hopeit will be enriching ba..anywae it's a fri so dun mind goin..haha...
hmm..will be turning 16 dis cuming sunday..not reali excited abt it like i alwaes was..mi mood are reali kinda affected by mi results although i knw i shudnt..nuhhting reali cause me to look forward to...it jus like kind of giving me a message dat i will be taking mi O's dis year..or rather im older..hah..dunno...
bud well im waiting for thur..cus mi nephew they all cum back frm australia for holiday until chinese new year...bud..hiaz..dis year's chinese new year oso very sian...the worst i've eva got..
okay ..shall stop here..
~okay???..tink im just deceiving...~
I cheered with joy @ | 8:27 PM
*.* school tml again........ *.*
ytd went out wif mi mother..to bugis instead of orchard..bought clothes..look around..walk until mi legs wan to break liao...thn at nite went out haf dinner wif mi father and sisters..thn after dat..mi sis drove the van...i mean she got her license..haha..bud rather scary la...bud can sae got improve la..haha...if it's me rite..i tink the car wun move lor..hahah...i willl be too nervous to start the car..haha..
hmm..thn today...nth much..watch tv lor..thn continued wif filling up words for the phrase book..watch la bi xiao xing wif mi sis..hhaha..very wu liao...haha..
later mi grandmother cuming mi hse for dinner..so mi parents cook quite a lot la..er..still got bobocharchar..ahha..eat so much later will grow fat..so mus control la..hee..
hiaz..sian it's monday tml..which means school..hmm..the tot of band tml..spoils mid day and plus the tot of amaths remedial spoils mi day even more..sian.,.i gotta go for remedial..hiaz..shud haf worked faster thn will haf time to check..if got time to check..i wun faill..sumore by one mark..hiaz..bud actually oso nvm la..go for remedial can hlp me revise mi math..bud hor if i go for remedial thn will go late for band..sure get screamed by the stupid pig de..hiaz..
bud well i shall work hard..i fail now nvm la..as long as not olevel can le..haha..bud actually im still very worried..worried abt mi chem and phy..wondering whether got pass anot..hope i wun be on for the 2 remedials..one is more than enuf..hia.z.hahah...
okay shall end here le..
I cheered with joy @ | 9:02 AM
*.* nth much... *.*
im back aagain..
just finished some hsework..thn straight after dat im here blogging..hiaz..sian so fast tml sunday..which means monday is cuming...dun feel like goin to school..so sian lorz...hiaz..and plus the fact dat im still worried although i see no point worrying..bud im still worried..hee..
later maybe goin orchard wif mi mother..bud feel rather sian cus frm tampines go orchard so far..and there sure alot of ppl de..hmm...dunno la..maybe still go lor..
hmm..wondering whether i will go poly or JC..bud i tink i nw where i wanna go..i wanna go JC..hha..bud not sure whether can make it anot..bud well..i will start workin hard...
okay guess i will end here..i wanna go change mi blogskin..haha..look ut for the new skin..haha..
I cheered with joy @ | 1:31 AM
Saturday, January 22, 2005
*.* tired...yawn.. *.*
hmm..feeling very tired now..so i tink i'll keep dis entry short and sweet..
woke up early in the morning..thn wen out..wasnt very active dis morning cus very tired thn oso i was tinking over ytd conversation..haha..thn was more active at ard noon time..had lunch..watch the kung fu vcd..rather crappy..haha..thn after dat tok to mi cousins abt our ambition..thn asked them abt JC courses and abt poly tingy..hee.hmm..thn i got a cleared view of wad i wan to be...hee..if u knw wad i wanna be..??haha..well..shall update more tml..very sian now..haha..
I cheered with joy @ | 3:08 PM
*.* thanx for being such great frens... *.*
hmm..wada tiring day today..out for almost the whole day..school in the afternoon until ard 1240..thn went for lunch until 110??haha..thn off we go to nanyang poly..for the open hse..haha..
well..it was kinda an eye opener for me..get to knw abt the different types of courses available..bud gets kinda boring frm time to time..the car racing part was rather fun..haha..hmm..im not reali sure wad i wan..cus all seems so chim..haha..thn after the open hse michelle,daphne,hui li,xing fang,vanessa,karen,chowyoke went to the KFC at toapayoh..haha..thn sat dwn there eat and tok for like abt 2hr??haha..thn very farnie lor..the kfc ppl very free de..keep clearing the dustbin..ahha..if u knw wad i mean..haha..
thn after dat..we went out to the pavilion outside KFC there sat dwn and tok..xingfang,vanessa,chowyoke went first..leaving the rest of us there..and we continued tokin...haha...
tok abt a lot of tings.. i really enjoyed the conversation...
tok abt ourselves..asking others our good and bad points..well thru dis..i learnt more abt them and more abt how other feel abt me..hmm..hee...
well..wad they sae abt me reali quit true la..i lack confidence..i knw it myself..bud i jus find it very hard to change..cus i reali do feel inferior..i dun deny it..i get emotionally upset easily...and well..maybe i reali do care abt how others see me??actually im not very sure la..ahha..
hmm..bud seriously after the talk i do feel a thousand time beta..well so wad if im bad in mi studies..so wad if i dun see anyting gud abt miself..as long as i work hard i shud not have any regrets..dun u agree??and now..i do knw i've put in mi best..bud it's still no gud..so..i shall work harder..if i fail dis time..i shall work harder..harder till i reach mi goal..the Olevel..
Haha..i sae so much bud im not reali sure if i can haf dis kind of mentality..bud i'll try..so frens out there..gif me sumtime to change...
thanx for all ur concern and advice..and the eva listening ears...thanz a lot..u guys are great man..let's hlp each other thru the olevel...supprot each other and be there for one another..for dat's wad frens are for inst it??haha...well..frens 4eva..
I cheered with joy @ | 2:35 PM
Thursday, January 20, 2005
*.* feeling beta??? *.*
well..it's lesson the whole day again..rather sian as usual...hiaz..not much hwk..so most of it can be counted as finish le..i tink later will do sum self study..well..i mean hopefully..hahah..maybe do chem ba or amath??...
tml goin to nanyang poly's open house..although rather faraway..i dun mind cus can skip band ma..hahah...just dun feel like goin for band and get scolded...hiaz..then just now daphne they all sae wann go haf dinner together after dat..ahha...oh bud hor..by the time get home willl be rather late le..bud nvm..cus we seldom had dinner together..we always haf breakfast and lunch together bud seldom dinner...hahaha...so okay...lookin forward to it..hahaha...
well...hmmm...do i haf an empty look???hahah..perphaps i feel empty ba..i tink im feelin much beta today...thanx to those hu r concerned...hmm..i wanna be happy..i mean really happy..not those kind of laugh outside bud inside is crying..i dun wan..so i shall try to be.....haha..
aniwae if u see a lot of hahaha..in mi blog means im okay le...hahaha..see another one..hee..okay..nuhting musch le..guess shall end here..bye...
I cheered with joy @ | 7:09 AM
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
*.* ........... *.*
let's tok abt today..
today lesson boring as usual..haha...bud when was it interesting b4..hiaz...today had chapel..and thn the tok was on sumting like compassion..hmm..thn i was like er..do i haf ccompassion??hmm..thn we were shown the slide show..the tsunami tingy..so kelian..life is realli very fragile ya..jus blink ur eyes and everyting is gone..
hmm...it's jus the start of the year..nd im like dreading sch life..hiaz..howw...i tink im reali getting very stupid lo..hiaz...mi result's like bad..??hiaz..bud it's not like i neva study or wad lorz..bud..hiaz...dunno wad to say...an further more i dun even haf to least confidence i cud even haf...im scared...im discouraged...not jus in sch..bud at home too..feel so useless...i cant seem to do anyting right...tings jus seems to be on the wrong track for me since last year..
im trying to get miself back on track..trying very hard...bud it's like no matter how hard i tried..it's still the same...
im starting to run away frm the problem...im tired..im discouraged..im stress..im scared..i jus feel like crying...
how...o'level is dis year...and im like.......hiaz....im worried..
today ms sin asked us to set a goal of the JC we wanna go..bud i dun haf the mind to go and choose cus im not even sure whether im eligible for a JC..bud well..maybe i shud haf a goal...hiaz...
hiaz...it;s oni the beginnin of the sch term and im like dreadin school...hiaz...
I cheered with joy @ | 8:20 AM
*.* headstart finally over *.*
whoo..finally can use the com le..haha...let me just update a bit hor..ahaha
er..had headstart taest for almost the whole of dis week..pretty sian..everytime cum home means studying from afternooon to nite...haha..bud well..it's finally over..and so for the next one is the mid year le ba..hiaz...got back mi emath paper pretty happy wif the results..haha...thank you god..hmm..bud the rest of the paper dun haf dat much confidence..rather scared lehx..haha..scared haf to go for self study althouygh it's not a bad ting..bud i dun like the stressful feeling given by the teachers..sianz...hahah...bud aniwae wad's done cannot be undone..and so there's nmo point worrying la..bud truthfully im still worried..hhaha...
well..er..went mac wif michelle,xing fang,huili,chow yoke and karen ytd..tok there lor..haha..until 6plus leh..haha..tok abt all sorts of tings..quite fun..haha..hmm..it's one of the best time to tok to them abt all sorts of tings without any worries..aaahahah..then ytd saw yifang...she cum back tosch..so happy..ahah...
hiaz..y do ppl alwaes haf so many problems..so may worries..hiaz..sian la...dunno wad to sae le..will update again tml ..ya..
eh btw..hui li..if u r reading dis..hee..of cus i got read..haha..bud is like once every week..bud hor now maybe can everyday,,depends on whether i wan anot..haha..hope u knw wad im tokin abt..
I cheered with joy @ | 5:45 AM
*.* quick update.. *.*
well..let me jus do a quick update..nuhting much happened today..just spent mi whole afternoon and morning studying for the physics headstart tml..hope all mi hardwork pays off..hmm..bud sumtimes jus feel so useless cus howeva hard i work mi result is still as kns..although i do knw dat result is not everiting..bud i sumhow jus feel so inferior when ppl compares marks wif one another..hiaz..bud well..as long as i work hard for wad i wan..i believed dat nuhting is impossible..so God..hlp...hahaha..hee..hmm..tml and the rest of dis week will be very busy cus everyday got tests..hiaz..bud nvm..i shall work hard first thn play ba..haha..i feel dat im encouragin miself so as not to feel so pathetic..haha..ok..gotta go..buaiz...update next week..heez..and oh ya it's mi godma's bdae today..happy birthday...
I cheered with joy @ | 8:25 AM
*.* today... *.*
sorry..hasnt been bloggin for the past week..didnt haf a chance to..so i guess i will oni be able to blog twice a week lorz..haha..nvm..beta than nuhting..haha
hmm..it was the first dat of sch on monday..well..it was kinda exciting and sian oso la..haha..dis year sitting in front cus wanna sit ard michelle and daphne they all..haha..it was ok..bud rather stress..hahaha..hope willl be able to adapt to it fast..hee..thn went for band..first day of sch got band..hiaz..hahaa..first week of sch rather okay la..haha..oni dat had the emath headstart ytd..hope to do well lor..thn oso nid to start preparing for the other subjects..hope to do well for all..i really wanna do well..i dun wanna go for remedial..ahaha..
okay let's tok abt today..had band in the morning..nid to tape dwn the drill tingy..bud after dat rain so we can go home early..which was rather stupid cus wear full u thn go there a while oni..haha..bud i like it cus can go home earli..hee...
went to visit wee sing just now..well i shud sae she looks okay to me now..hope to see her back in sch soon..thn after dat went TM wif mic and cy..go buy tings thn went KFC to study wif mic until ard 715..at least got sumting inot mi head..hope on monday the sumting will still be in mi head..ahhaha...thn after dat went mi aunt's hse haf dinner..thn watch soccer..haha...
I cheered with joy @ | 2:04 PM
*.* it's sch time tml..hiaz... *.*
tml..sch reopen le..wad can i sae bud a sianz word...hahaha...hiaz...tml go to sch maybe oreadis will start lesson le..dat's even worse..envy those sec 1 lor..orientation oni..hiaz and as for us sec 4..it's headstart..oh well..wad a headstart..hope i will do well..hiaz..haha...
ytd slept at one plus cus see mi sis play game..ahhaah..very farnie de..oh well i guess it's gonna snow..cus she finally agree to play..hahaha...
thn jus now she taught me how to play sum songs on the piano..so stupid leh..cant coordinate..hahaha..mi morale level now uis as gud as 0...hahaha...bud wadeva..hahah...
tonnite when i go back to mi aunt's hse mus pack bag..iron clothes and start preparing for tml le..hiaz..and there's band tml..sian sia..dunno wan go anot..cus nid to go home study..if not sure die..sumore band until so late..
hmm..tml will meet mic and daphne b4 goin for assembly..haha...hmmm i wanna knw whether got any change of teachers for mi class..ahaha..we shall see..hahaha...ok..tink igtg..and tink maybe can oni blog again one week later..hahah..cya thn...buaiz..
happy sch reopen..
I cheered with joy @ | 7:42 AM
*.* happy new year *.*
hmm..it's a rainy day..well..makes me feel so sian..haha...so went out to haf breakfast in the morning...thn came back to watch tv..until abt 1 plus..thn tried to study bio..haha..managed to get sumtings into mi brain..haha..thn had kway teow for lunch..mi father cook de.haha..very farnie lor..he cook the kway teow without putting much ingredients like veggie and fish cake..why??cus he forgot..hahaha...after dat..continue wif mi bio..thn played sum computer games..thn bathe thn go TM buy sch shoes..and oso hoping to get a pencil case..bud oni managed to get sch shoe..after dat went to meet mi aunt at the ctrl..bring her to mi hse for dinner...
had curry chicken..and the dunno wad black sauce meat??haha..beansprout and blala..hahaha...
hmm..the tsunami ting reali very bad ya??so poor ting..will try to hlp if i can..maybe by doin mi part of donating money..er..bud dun expect much frm me cus im rather tight too..hee..bud i will try mi best ya..aniwae every drop counts isnt it??hee...
hiaz..today is saturday..monday..sch reopen le..how...die leh..mi headstart all haven study finish..die..no time le..hlp me!!!!hahaha...hiaz..hmm..kinda sad and feeling very sian dat holiday is ending..bud i oso feel kinda excited..haha..bud dis wun last long..hahaa..
well..it's the first day of 2005..yeah..no more 2004..the stupid disastrous year..haha..all those stupid hapenings are all over..yesh!!!haha...well..hope dis year will be a beta one and i mean a really beta one than 2004..for all of us..so well..may the Lord bless all of us ya..hahaha..
and now for mi new year resolutions..hee..hmm..hope to spend at least one hr a day doin mi self study..cus dis year really very important for me although im not sure wad i wan..hmm..and try not to fail any subjects lor..esp chemistry..a totallyhopeless case in it..haha..hmm..still got others bud cant tink of it now..and oh ya..i wanna slim down..haha..so mus excercise at least once a week other than sch time..hahaa...
okay le..gotta end liao...blog again..buaiz..
~happy new year~
I cheered with joy @ | 11:51 AM
Saturday, January 01, 2005
*.* a quick update... *.*
Whoo..finally im able to touch the keyboard...ahaha..very busy so hasnt got the time to cum online and blog..and wanna stay away frm the com during weekdays..er..i mean im tryin to cus will get very addicted..haha...oh well..so i shall update on wad happened dis week...
On sunday...
Went isabel's hse to prepare for theROD tingy...make out the dance steps..practiced and sang songs..haha...thn after went to haf dinner wif mi family thn went singapore's popular to get sum stuff dat will be needed when school reopen..haha...
On Monday..
went to school early in the morning and started to rehearse for the ROD tingy...all the way until 5plus..we hlp wif the decorations stuffs..and blabla..practiced and practiced..so tired..
On Tuesday...
It's off to school early in the morning again..had band until 12...thn went for lunch..thn after went back to sch and started preparing for the ROD tingy later at 4...hlp wif putting up of the balloons...trial run..and thn at 4 is the real ting..went to kinda usher those seniors..haha..most of them were late..haha..bud nvm..performed and had food..we threw the paper..if u knw wad im tokin abt..haha,,thn in the end had a hard time sweeping it..haha.,..it was a tiring day..bud it was realli nice seeing all those seniors..and thanx for the little gifts..esp to yi fang..thanx for the message..hmm..if i read dat in front of u..i sure cry de..hhahaa...aniwae...miss ya guys..
On Wednesday...
it's the whole day at home...tried to study bio..bud oni manged to get three pages of tings in to mi head..haha..after dat went swimming wif mi sis..thn saw isabel..her sis and sum other ppl at the pool..ahahha...after dat went to change mi spec...
On thur..
it's home again too..studied social studies..and im glad i managed to finish up 2 chpts..although still got lotsa tings to go..bud wadeva it's still an achievement..haha,,,
And today...
watch TV in the morning..thn went to collect mi spec...after dat went cityhall wif mi sis and cousin and godma..haha...went to haf dim sum..jus now so full bud now okokla...hahaha...and here i am blogging..
hiaz..sch will start on monday..sianzzz....so fast..can oreadi feel the stress le..hahah..die le..next year olevel le..dunno where i wanna go..dunno wad's mi aim..hiaz..nvm..i will work hard..aahahah...ok gtg le..buaiz...
btw..happy new year..hope next year will be a beta year for everyone of us...
I cheered with joy @ | 10:01 AM
