whee..Alvl's officially over..
come to think of it..it's actually quite fast and sudden..ahha..
Nw dat it's really over..i actually feel quite lost..
but well..i still feel this sense of happiness deep within me..
as i was reading valerie's blog..haha..i really realise how time flies..
how fast..
2years in JC..it's all over..
No more taking of bus 100 to school..
No more more morning assembly..
No more Mr kwek..
No more soupy place..
No more geo room..
No more rushing to the lift..
No more monitor lizard..ahah..
No more AVA..
No more geo..tian ar..ahah..
No more fun time with the frens in sch..ahaha..
well..life in JC is really short..ahha..but okay la..i tink there are fun times too..ahah..
esp with two very "rubbish " ppl..valerie and tiying..ahaha..
oooh but im really glad we can continue rubbishing tgt at ymca..ahahaha..yeaa!!!!!
anyway life after alvls..seems to be more tiring..ahah..
mich's bdae celebration was fun..with the outing with the cgs..ahaha..
all the photo takings and crapping time..
fellowshippiing and playing at the mindcafe..
for photos..pls go facebook..or refer to miaoru's blog..ahahha..lazy to post..
there's so many tings i wanna do..aaha..but seems like not enough time..ahaha
so many ppl i wanna catch up with..
Ex F41s..pls rmb to reply my email so i can plan the gathering k??ahhaha..hope to cya guys soon..
i oso wanna meet up with all the GM band ppl..
my secondary sch clique..
ooooh but life after alvls is really.....hahaah..so much better..ahahahha..
change me..
Hello people...im back..ahha..like wad valerie said..back in the virtual world..yeaaaa..aahhahaha..not that alvls over..but..ahha..im only left with one paper..Lit...yes!!!
and im already very happy..i cant imagine when it's really over..
im really happy and am really excited..
life after alvls gonna be exciting..!!!
21st November!!!!
anyway as many people are aware..
i've been down with chicken pox the day after the GP paper..
haha..yes..chicken pox in the midst of alvls..
well i shud say it hasnt been easy for me..
in fact horrible..esp at the intial stages..
but yea..even as alvls is ending..i've also more or less recovered..
and finally i went out today..
Service..
awww i really miss church...the house of God..
the best place i wanna be every saturday..no matter how busy i am..
the P&W...the presence..the fellowship..the word...
the everyting..
and im really happy to be back again..
actually there's so much that i wanna blog abt my whole month of exams..
in fact i've already written it elsewhere..ahaha..
but decided not to..just do a brief recount..
well like i've said earlier on..
it definitely hasnt been easy for me..
esp becus it's really horrible to study and be sick at the same time..
terrible..
I shud say the day of the maths exam was the worse as it was first day of my pox..haha
fever and pox..totally uncomfortable..
i cudnt concentrate while studying..
and the feeling's just terrible..
in fact the next few days wasnt very good too..
cus my fever was on and off..and they went up to 39deg..
this chicken pox tingy came as a shock to me esp becus im in the midst of an important exams..ALVLSSS!!!!
shocked and helpless as i was..
worried..scared..stressed..tired..sick as i was..
and many tears dat i cried when i felt so terrible..
esp on the first 2 days..
when i tot abt wad wud happen if i cant take the exam..
wad if i dont do well..and nt be able to go anywhere..
what if..what if...many what if-s....just kept coming to me..
even as i tot tings thru..throughout my whole quarantine period at home..ahah..
but looking back..i really want to thank God..for placing me in this situation..
i thank God not just becus i've recovered and see things in a more optimistic way..but really becus wad i've gained through this period of time..
and i thank Him for this chance..for my faith to be tested..
through this i truly understand wad is leaning on God for strength..
what is it that we always talk about that..
"when we are weak that He is strong"
I've learnt the thin line between faith and fear..
I've learnt wad is really doing ur best and really trusting Him to do the rest..
I've learnt wad is surrendering..
I've learnt the importance of health..
I've learnt how much i really need God.
I've learnt how good and how real God really is...
etc...
truly..there's only a thin
line separating faith and fear..
and usuallly we choose fear instead of faith in circumstances..
we compromise wad we always tok about..FAITH...when we were going thru gd times..
and yea..im no different..haha..
But interestingly..i realise it really takes great faith to choose faith over fear...
and im really proud to say that yes..i've oversome fear and chose faith..
after my maths paper..i was waiting for my dad at the bus stop..
and as i was waiting..i jjust sat dwn to think abt some stuff..and tears began to roll down..
im was really scared..
thinking abt the two years in JC..it certainly hasnt been easy..
with the stress..the amount of work and exams..the difficult time that i went thru..studying..
the thought that my 12years of education may be ruined just like dat..becus of chicken pox..
i got really worried..and i really wondered how..
i was really helpless..
there's nth i can do..
but just study wadever i can..answer wadever i can..
giving in my best and trusting God to do the rest..
and my one and only weapon left is prayers..
and there and then..i knw..
im assurred that wadever that will happen it's for a purpose..
so wad if the results are nt up to my expectations..
i knw as long as i've done my best..God will defintely do the rest..
and God always give the best..
no matter how the results will turn out next year..
i knw it's the best in God's eyes..
it's for a great purpose..
haha..this entry may be abit spiritual..
but really there 's really no words that i can express how thankful i am to Him...
the love i felt when He carried me through..
the strength that he gave..
the encouragement to my ears..
evry single thing that he has done..
Trials are the best present ...
the beauty of trials..
He understands ur situation..
He understand ur sorrow..
ur stress..ur worries..ur fears..
ur uncertainties..ur doubts..
ur complaints..ur hurts..
He understand everything dat you are gg thru..
when yu think dat no one understands..
when you hurt..He hurts even more..
when you cry..He drys ur tears..
He always there with you..
battling tgt with us..
He went before you..
to the battlefield..
taking up the burden..bearing the cross..
victory is here..
it just takes that faith in you..
to take a step and follow him..
taking up the cross..
to trust in Him..
letting this faith see you through..
He says you are my precious child..
I'll carry you through..
How Great is our God..
I LOVE YOU...
Here's some phtos to share...
my exam centre..ahaha..
Magaret's Drive..somewhere at commonwealth..
Bus stop where i always wait for my father to fetch me home..after the papers..
the full view of the centre
the tent..the waiting area
the container where i take my exams
where i take my papers..
Hahah very fast..time flies ar..
Alvls is ending soon..and im only left with one paper..yeahh
to all alvlers..jiayou!!!it's ending soon..
and soon..liberty!!
and here's just some pics to share..
cards done by the J1s of e432 for us J2s..
haha..thanks guys..i tink it's really nice..and encouraging..
Sharky
merman
crabby...
hahha..yea..
and before i end this entry..
just wanna take some time to thank the people around me..
especially the past few weeks..
my family..
my dad for sending me to and fro from school desipte his bz work schedule..
my mum for her care and concern..
my aunt for her care..and food..
and especially to Qiao fen and kangning..my 2 sisters..for being my support..ahaa..with their prayers..care and concern..
cell group..
S23 and E432 for all ur prayers..
esp during those days when i was having high fever..
thanks for all the smses and encouragements..i tink they really make a difference...
thank you very much..
special thanks to michelle,clarence and jonathan
michelle for being very concerned and calling everyday to find out how i am doing..the verses and encouragement..helps for feedbacks and conference calls..
clarence for also being very concerened and finding out how i am...and volunteering to help me in whatever ways he can..
Jonathan for sending me back that day when i was sick..and the request to pray for me over the phone..thanks also for the care and concern..
thanks to many others in the cell grp..those who have showed love and care..
thanks E432 and S23..
you guys are really great!!!
friends..
Valerie..haha..calling and smsing me to find out how i am..the encouragements and concern..
tiying for the care and concern and always asking me to drink water..
sihui for the everyday verses..the motivations..smses to find out how i am..and of course the prayers..
Joanne..for the little smses of encouragement and asking how i am..=D
Serene for being concerned and calling to find out how i am doing..
thanks guys..and i really miss you guys..
and it's really too bad that i cant take the last exams with you guys in nanyang..
let's do meet up soon..
And most importanly i wanna thank God again..
for everyting..
because without Him..im really nth..
and definitely..i may not even be able to sit for the exams at all..
He is really amazing..
God of my forever...
LEAD ME IN YOUR RIGHTEOUSNESS
HOW I LOVE YOU BEAUTIFUL SAVIOR
WHEN I'M WEAK YOU MAKE ME STRONG
BEARING MY CROSS I CARRY ON
HOW I NEED YOU HEAVENLY FATHER
SEARCH MY HEART O LORD
YOU KNOW MY EVERY THOUGHT
AN OPEN BOOK TO YOU
I PLACED MY ALL IN YOUR HANDS
FALLING AT YOUR FEET
AS MY WHOLE WORLD FADES AWAY
FALLING AT YOUR FEET
LET MY LIFE BE WHOLLY THINE
MY LIFE BE WHOLLY THINE, JESUS
EMMANUEL
EMMANUEL
ABBA FATHER,
NEVER LET ME GO
Love you Jesus..
with all i am..
i surrender..
Bus stop where i always wait for my father to fetch me home..after the papers..
the full view of the centre
the tent..the waiting area
the container where i take my exams
where i take my papers.. 
Sharky
merman
crabby...