Tuesday, November 30, 2004
*.* goin out.. *.*
whoo...jus bathe..haha..so here i am to blog..hee..
later goin out wif mi cousin and sis to buy mi godma's christmas present..haha.."porcupine"..ahah..ytd we made a joke out of dis..so farnie..cant wait for christmas..wonder hu drew mi name..haha..so fun..hee..excited too..bud hor..im so broke man..no money le..so how to buy..so many ppl's bdae..seniors gifts..christmas gifts and mi own tings..hiaz..die..mus cut dwn on mi expenses..hee.. ytd we oso hlp mi godma set up thr christmas tree..quite fuun..haha
hmm..im still in the midst of doin mi cross stitching..so fun..haha..bud i do until very ugly lei..haha..bud at least i finish the clothes and legs part..ahah..bud still a long way to go..haaha..hmm..got nuhting much to write..ok end here thn..cya..
I cheered with joy @ | 3:54 PM
Monday, November 29, 2004
*.* cross stitching *.*
Feeling very full now..haha..tink im growing fat..eat so much like pig like dat..oink oink..hee..
Hee..today went to haf breakfast wif mi parents thn went to the market to buy vergetables..after dat saw a stall dat sell cross stitch..hee..thn dis few days got the urge to do sum cross stitching..hee..so bought to packets of the tings to do at home..one for mi sis and another for me..hee..the picture are sumhow like precious moments de..hee..i tink i will take dis as a practice first then when i finish dis thn go bugis buy the pencil box dat one..haha..hee..actually quite fun to do such tings ya..bud reali nid patience and it reali test me on dat cus i dun seem to haf much patience..haha..
Okay..today keep mine sweet and short..so i shall end here...gotta go and continue stitching..haha..=D
I cheered with joy @ | 6:10 AM
Sunday, November 28, 2004
*.* shopping.. *.*
just cum back frm TM..went to shop around there wif mi sis and mother..looked for clothes..haha..bud nuhting reali interest me and when there is the size is not rite for me..headache..thn saw a sling bag a montip..actually wanted to buy it bud did not in the end cus it's kinda of like weird..haha..ok..
Hmm..let me tell u abit abt today..
Hee..finally i did sumwork and i mean i use mi pen to do sum work dat got to do wif mi brain..haha..i did Emaths..er..bud oni 18 qns..which is like er..very little..hahah bud neva mind at least i did sumting useful..haha..thn after went to the dunno wad genting lane there wif mi cousin they all..there's a U2 and G2000 sale there GNC sale too..haha..a lot of ppl lor..and so many ppl at the GNC there buy so many supplements..haha..dunno how they finish lorz..hee..thn went for lunch thn headed home..hee..
Thn mi cousin started dressing up for her dinner at nite..haha..hlp her wif her hair..haha..hmm..she do look nice when she make up..haha..not like wad mi sis sae lor..wad look old..ahhaa..i tink it's okok la..haha..
Hmm..tml goin mi godma's hse..to eat..usual gathering for mi family..hiaz..bud hor later very hard to go home..hee..ok..hope tml can achieve sumting useful at least like today..haha..time running short..ok la..shall end here..cya..
~beLi3vE~..
I cheered with joy @ | 2:37 PM
Saturday, November 27, 2004
*.* Cant wait for christmas..hee *.*
Refreshed after a bath..haha..there's band today as usual cus today is fri..whee..tml no band..no more sat prac le..im so happy man..haha..bud today's prac is so stupid..peiyi cried today lor..not becus she's sad or wad bud becus she's angry..the mr ng lor..like keep picking on her..thn like stress her until she very stress lor..and thn he keep scoldin like siao like dat..crazy man..i oso feel that is prejudice against me eva since dat time i was sick..hiaz..stupid one leh...hate those feelin lorz..hiaz..wadeva..
So after band..peiyi..isabel and i went to mac and tok..tok for very long lei..frm 2 plus until ard 6..haha...tok abt alot of tings..band..schwork..teachers..relationships..and frenships..etc..haha..nice to tok to them..very farnie lor..hiaz..tokin abt frens..are friendships reali so fragile???.....hiaz..sumtimes i reali cant hlp bud wonder dat way..
Okay let's rewind back to ytd..i went to watch movie wif mi sis and cousins..haha..watched the polar express..quite nice..haha..gave me those christmas mood..and i lurve christmas..cus it's a time of giving and sharing..ahaha..thn after b4 we watch the show there still time..abt 2hr plus..so we walk around..thn i saw dis very nice cross stitch dat can me made into a pencil box..so nice lor..hiaz..if oni i can haf it..bud i tink i will save and buy it if possible..haha..thn hor sumting happened lor..mi sis shoe broke..haha..thn i lend her mi shoe and i was like barefooted..cus she delt paiseh ma to walk across the street without the shoe on to go and buy a new pair of shoe..haha..very farnie bud it was a nice experience..hahaha..
Thn after dat went up to watch the show lorz..thn after he show mi cousin and i had an idea of exchanging christmas gifts..haha..so we went mac to draaw lots and decide on the person we will be buying for..haha..thn was like took so long lorz..very fun..haha..very excited..cant wait for christmas..hmm..mus decide on wad to buy..
Hiaz..got so many tings i mus get dis holiday..bud no money..so sum mus wai till bdae..haha..hmm..i nid..new sch bag cus spoil le..pencil box..watch??..clothes..hee..er..and aniting lor..haha..cant tink of any le..hahaa..
~y start it when u r not serious abt it in the first place..heartbroken..~heee...
I cheered with joy @ | 10:22 AM
Friday, November 26, 2004
*.* Movieee... *.*
Oooo..it's another day..and im here to blog again..
hmm..let me jus share abit on wad happened ytd..haha..i went swimming wif mi cousin at around 6p.m. until around 7plus..we went to play wif the playground again..haha..until very pain lor..haha..bud it was fun..thn after dat went to fetch jiejie thn went home for dinner..watch tv..haha...and dat ends mi day..
And as for today i'll be watching movie wif mi cousins and sister at bugis in the afternoon..watching either incredibles or polar express..bud most prob watching incredibles cus they wanna watch dat..hmm..hope the show are nice..haha..
Hmm..and there's band tml hope everyting will go on fine tml lorz..hahaha..u knw wad i mean..
Nuhting much to blog today cus nuhting interesting to share...haha..tml ba..and i will share abt the movie..haha..ok end here le..buaiz...=Doh..i guess dis blog is real short..ahha..
I cheered with joy @ | 3:00 AM
Thursday, November 25, 2004
*.* rotting..haha.. *.*
Argh..guess wad im rewriting dis blog..irritating..all dat i've done jus now disappeared..haha..okay let me reacap..ermm..
Today finally no band..can rest at home and do wadeva i wan..so jus now hlp mi aunt do sum hsework..mop the floor..clean the place and made almond jelly..hee..phew a big sigh of relief..at least i wun haf to worry abt being scolded..and listening to nonsense the whole day..
Ytd Judith ask me whether i wanna go for sectional wif them tml..and of cus i said no..cus i dun wanna haf mi time all occupied wif band..it's rare that there's no band today and i will b able to stay at home and do wadeva i wan..and well im so happy dat there will be no more sats prac although sum of them r sad abt it..haha..jus wanna rejoice man..bud next yr all the prac will be longer..hiaz..wadeva..
Ermm..well..u may say dat i do haf any passion for band..or dat im irresponsible for not playing mi part in band..and not workin toward the goal..bud hu says im not..i tried very hard to make miself go for band..sumtimes i jus feel so tortured goin there..other ccas like the dance and choir their prac where got so long..and their cca oso stoppin le..unlike us..and i dun see them dread goin for their cca as much as us..oh well maybe sum do..jus dat i dunno...sorry..im so sorry for saying all dis..bud if u reali knw me well..u will knw why i dislike goin for band so much..not jus becus of the conductor bud oso others..and i guess im not the oni one...Hmm..i do admit there are time when band are fun and enjoyable..bud how muc..2o%out of a hundred??haha..hmm..nvm..i will still go for band and enjoy while iu can..anyway im oni left wif a few months..haha..although i dun like band..i do hope to see result in the cuming syf..and relax..i will still do mi part in hlpibn the band achieve it's goal..sorry if i do offend anyone out there reading dis..
Hmm..today stay at home whole day opin to do sum revision and getting sum geography tingy into mi mind..thn later will continue to do sum planning for the f21 chalet..
Yeah..chalet approaching..hee..lurve chalets..bud too bad not all of them are goin..hiaz..reali hope all will go..bud nvm..they haf their reasons..=D
Band ROD seem to be approaching bud dunno when..haha..contradicting??ahah im still lookin for gifts for them..ROD is fun hope all the seniors will be present..although it's fun..it's sad too cus it means dat the seniors ar leaving us..hiaz..sad..yf will be leaving..no more crap..no more poxy..no more playing together..hilda too..another cool senior..leaving too..will sure miss them..band time seemas so empty without them..hiaz..bud nvm i still haf mi juniors..bud anyway still wanna wish them all the best for their results..keep in touch too..haha..miss ya guys..
Okay ending liao..bye..
I cheered with joy @ | 5:01 AM
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
*.* Aching... *.*
Just came back frm band..jus had mi lunch and here i am blogging here now..
Today the stupid Mr ng scold olivia until she cry lor..so stupid and still sae all those kind of lame timgs which is jus all so cold..haha..
Okay let's turn back time and recapon wad happened ytd since i cudnt log in ytd..hee..
Ytd went cycling wif weesing they all..haha..then i was like so late lor..thn went to meet weesing at bedok for the shuttle bus thn decided to toke sbs bus instead since so long..eh bud we late hor..aactuali is plan hao hao one..bud didnt knw will be so late..oops 1hr..haha..ahha..thn when we reach there the others all reach liao lor..so paiseh..haha..sorry ya..mi fault..haha..and so we walk to East coast park..it wasnt as lomg as i tot it wud be..thn went on to rent a bike..those bike were like all so lan lor..i nearly fell a few times due to dat..haha..so we cycled all the way to bedok jetty thn back again..cycle until mi whole body ache lor..thn when the time's up we went to the arcade..i didnt play bud jus watch them play lor..and thn weesing and i go home first leaving the others there cus we rushing home..
And so when i reach home..i went swimming wif mi sis..the swimmin pool jus open de..quite nice and beta developed than last time..haha..so we swam..until we shuang..haha..hiaz mi swimming skills reali gettin very lan lor..nvm..thn we went to the baby pool play the slide..haha..so childish rite??bud hu cares lor..very fun ma..haha..shiok leh..tink will go there again..haha..ytd reali is exercise day lor..haha..reali hope to slim down abit..geting fatter le..
hmm ytd mi sis stay overnite at mi aunt hse will oni go back tonite..haha..mi aunt so happy lor..haha...
hiaz..the chalet tingy hor..is oni kind of settled lor..still short of abt 17 dollars..and msg those teachers all neva tell me whether they goin anotz..headache lei..
Mi headstart oso haven start studying lei..die liao..no time like dat..i so slack lor..haha
Hmm..planning to go cut mi hair..dunno wan cut until wad length..haha..
and maybe cumin weekend goin JB wif mi cousin they all.bud dunno confirm de ma..and mi mum oso dunno allow anotz..haha..bud nvm..i'll look forward to it..haha..
Okay gotta end liao..buaiz..
~Shud i anotz..~
I cheered with joy @ | 6:59 AM
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
*.* Rotting..haha *.*
yoz..im back here to blog again..cant seem to stay away frm blogging..hhaaha...addicted i guess..bud sumtimes can get boring..
today no band..phew..a sigh of relief..yeah..!!oh well u may say i do not haf any passion for band or im irresponsible or wad..hmm..quite true bud u knw why??Hmm i guess those hu knws me well will knw why bud hu cares..im not the oni one..oni except for sum of them..ytd judith ask me whether wanna go for sectional today..hmm..and of cus i dun wan..i dun wan to haf all of mi time occupied wif band..and so im jus so sorry..and sorry if im setting a bad example for the juniors..sumtimes i rather stay at hoe and rot rather than to go there man..hmm bud i do admit band can be fun sumtimes..bud ermm..20% out of a hundred??haha..
Hmm..today i will be staying at home the whole day..facing the com..trying to get sum geography tingy of the tourism chpt into mi mind..maybe hlp mi aunt do sum hsewk and thn plan for the f21 chalet lorz..hah..kinda boring ya..haha..bud cant go out cus like keep goin out..amniwae oso nowhere to go..stay atb home dun haf to spend money..hahaha
Yeah chalet approaching..hope everyting will go on smoothly lor..hee..i lurve chalet man..haha..bud too bad sum of them not going..
Band ROD seems to be approaching bud still dunno the date..haha..contradicting?haha..still lookin for presents for the seniors..miss them man..esp yf lor..will miss those days where we crap around like siao like dat..thn play wif the poxy..haha the dog..thn play the saxophone together..miss her lots..hiaz..bnud too bad she's leaving le..Hilda too..she's another nice gal..cool..fun to hang around wif..bud she's also leaving..cant wait for mi turn..band nowadays seem to be so empty without them lor..no more ah ma to joke ard wif..Miss u guys..rmb to cum back visit us..keep in touch ya..hmm..nvm..i'll tink on the bright side..i still haf those juniors..haha...
I cheered with joy @ | 3:32 AM
Monday, November 22, 2004
*.* feeling tired..oink.. *.*
ha..jus woke up after a nap..hiaz..so tired..haha..
just now i was working out the tings for the f2-1 chalet..kinda got it done..phew..so i will be telling them the amount to pay maybe next week..then next week goin to buy those bbq tings wif ah maz they all..hmm hope all those money wud be enuf..and hopefully i will be able to get more sponsors..haha..and as for me hopefully mi mum can make sushi??..haha..elephant wud be glad if she see dis..haha..oops...
Hmm..later mi aunt they all cumin mi hse for dinner..gathering ya..ahha...
Hiaz..i haven start studying for headstart leh..time seems to be runnin out..how....ohoh..reali scared got no time lor..bud jus no mood to study..wad can i do..haha..
Tml maybe going out wif ah maz..bud still haven decide where yet..and hu's goin..haiyo..headache..and so maybe i go out wif ah maz in the early afternoon then cum back thn go swimming wif mi sis lor..and if not then jus go swimming wif mi sis if there's nuhting on tml..hmm..let's see lor..haha..
. ~Hiaz..the ting oreadi so long liao..why does she still feels dat wae..it's painful to see her dat way..when will she see dat everyone cares for her..hiaz..dis giving us a headache..~.
I cheered with joy @ | 8:50 AM
Sunday, November 21, 2004
*.* it's just band and band again.. *.*
okay..let's rewind back to wad happened ytd..
hmm..ytd whole day band lor actuali oso nth much..jus play and play and play..duh..hahaha...
And for today..it's band again..so boring lorz..so tired after one full day of band..sianz man haha..so we had drill in the morning which i've alwaes found stupid..cus it's doesnt make any sense to me at all..and then went for sectional..after dat lunch bud it's as gud as not havin one lor..oni half an hour..it's as gd as not having any..u walk out buy food 10 mins walk bk another 10 mins..thn dun haf to queue up meh..so pathetic lo..in the end i went cheers to buy one small piece of carrot cake and eat as i walk bk to sch..and then it was back to playing again..hiaz..
Today Guangliang and huili came bk to sch to advertise for their sch concert...
well and so mi whole day was spent in band which is like jus so boring lor..haha..and oh ya it's isabel's birthday today..happy birthday isabel..haha...
and then jus now went TM to haf dinner wif mi parents and mi ahyee..today ah yee cum mi hse and stay..ahha..and then jiejie will go back to her own hse..
hm..do u tink i reali will get deeper without knowing it??...bud i knw dat's not wad i reali wan..bud why do i alwaes feel dat way when i see and hear dat....why...isit reali true??~.
I cheered with joy @ | 1:14 PM
Friday, November 19, 2004
*.* Memories of the mth..haha *.*
Wah..wad a long tiring bud fun day todae..shiok man..todae went Karen's hse to celebrate Michelle's birthday in advance..fun lei..daphne,Karen,chow yoke and i met earli in the morning at ard 10 to start planning for the day hoping to gif mic a surprise..we thn came to a decision of having a mini bbq at karen's hse..so off we went to sheng shiong to buy the tings needed for the bbq..chicken wings..hotdogs and blabla..haha..thn we went bk to karen's hse to start preparing for the bbq in the afternoon..we marinade the chicken..hah..very funny..disgusting too when we "massage"the chicken haha..thn at ard 1 mic and huili cum le..haha..we went on wif our plan..we blind folded michelle all the way frm the entrance bk to the pit..thn when she reach we greeted her wif a bdae song and her present..haha..fun..so we had our bbq..eating,tokin,singing,swimming and clearing up the place..haha..lucky we managed to clear up the mess..haha...thn act wanted to play badminton bud thn we are not allowed to go in cus of our inappropriate attire..haha..so we took phtos wif huili's camera instead..posing here and there..haha..it was tiring..and thn it was time to make our wae home..bud on the wae we decided to drop by singapore's post mac and sort out all the money matters..haha..i got rid of all mi coins..haha..oh man..reali goin broke..and there r still chalets cumin up..ohoh..haha..bud dun wanna tink abt it jus wanna enjoy mi holidays b4 the start of sec4..hee..gotta charge miself first..wadeva..aniwae hope micheele enjoyed wad we haf done for her and we leave dis memories wif her throughout her life..
So tired..dunno why..haha..bud reali enjoyed miself..haha..i tink the others too..dis the first time we had such a deccisive ting lor...feel a sense of satisfaction..
Tml got band again..hiaz..bud i will go..haha..feeol so bad when i pon band sumtimes..bud hor sumtimes i jus dread goin band..sorry to u ppl ya..hahaa..for not goin for band sumtimes..esp......sorry....
tml..needa hand in holidae hwk..bud dunno how to do..how..hiaz..gettin very stupid lor..
hee..now im tinkin abt all those happenings todae..so fun lor..maybe we can haf it again ya??haha..hee..ok le..gotta end..very tired..Lurve u guys..
I cheered with joy @ | 12:02 PM
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
*.* at home... *.*
wah...shiok man finally todae can slp late..today no band shiok leh..haha..ytd got band but didnt go cus very tired after de sungei buloh trip..so went bugis wif xing fang they all to buy michelle's bdae present..no other time to buy le..we spent alot of time deciding on wad to buy lei..walk until mi legs wanna break le...haha..but finally we still got her presesnt..and so we will be celebrating wif her on thurs..looking forward to it..
today neva go out..cus i plan to stay at hm todae be guai todae and stay home to start studying for mi headstart(hopefully..heee)i wanna try to finish all mi homework and start studying..cus i wanna do well..!!
yeah..mi ah yee they all cum back frm australia le..heez..they bought lotsa tings..haha..i even got a shirt frm mi cousin..hee..quite nice..
hiaz..sianz leh...hmm..the f21 chalet ting is giving me a headache..havne plan ye..money haven collect yet..short of money..how!!hiaz..hope will haf a solution soon..
~seeking for the real me~=D
I cheered with joy @ | 2:33 AM
Monday, November 15, 2004
*.* SpL@sH.. *.*
Arh..mi body aching after a shioking swim..haha..jus had mi dinner..jus now went swimming wif mi two sisters..so shiok but tiring..jus now at first went to tampines swimming complex..bud hor..so heng lor..the place is closed for renovation so in the end went all the wae to bedok to swim..ahha..bud lucky not many ppl..so we swam..thn after dat we "soak"ourselves in the pool and tok down there..haha..
Yeah..todae mi ah yee they all cum bk frm australia le..hee..miss them so much...
Tml..goin sungei buloh there feed mosquitoes..haha..hope the excursion will help us in our studies and as well be a fun one..haha...hmm..bud tml still got band leh..hiaz..dunno whether goin anotz...shud i?haha...
Okay tink end here le..nth much to write..
~swim like a fish~
I cheered with joy @ | 11:20 PM
*.* nuhting special.. *.*
hee..mi life kinda boring ya..nuhting much happened today as usual..
went out for breakfast today..and then came back home and started packing mi tings cus found mi table so super messy ahha...then after dat carried on wif doing mi amaths hwk..it's so sian lo..i wrecked mi brain until all the juice almost finish le..but haha..sum answers still cant get..hiaz..so useless man..haha..so as usual i do until i sian liao thn stopped doing..so laze around..thn went out to the living room to watch tv..ahhaa..
The show so nice..it's the bu liang shao zi..haha..the boy so cute..feel like hugging him..haha..just like the joe joe in the yi qing wei liao..haha..thn after the show continued wif watching more shows..ahaha...like siao like dat..
thn just now went mi cousin's hse..they were all tokin abt games and tings like dat..im not interested..haha..so read books lor..
thn just..i started planning mi holidays..for the headstarts that is cuming up..and all mi other activities..time running short..gotta start studying le..realli gotta pull up mi socks..so worried dat i wun do well..mi i hope mi doubled effort dis time will pay off..hee..actualli rather excited abt next year..haha..but kinda dread it oso cus got olevel..hiaz..wondering abt mi future..haha..but for now..i jus wanna dream..haha..Aim high..pinning hopes..hoping dat it will cum true one day and i knw it will..for we reap wad we sow..dun u agree.,??haha..
I cheered with joy @ | 2:42 PM
Sunday, November 14, 2004
*.* another dae.. *.*
im back again for another entry..
hiaz..it's another day..nuhting much happened todae..as usual band for the whole day..did sectional in the morning and then combined prac in the afternoon...todae mr ng no voice ahah..so he neva reali shout at us..dat's sumting gud..=p..went for lunch todae wif isabel they all..ate mac again..oh no..im growing fat wif all those mac and goin broke too..help!!!..haha...
hiaz..tink im getting very stupid as the days pass..sian..hiaz..cant seem to do aniting well..studies so lan..can fail sumore..i tink im slacking..and no matter how hard i've worked..it doesnt seem to pay off..im tired,im falling...music..band im oso like shit in it..play oso play until so lan even the juniors can play beta...play games oso score everytime so low..sing oso sing like....do dis blog oso take years after asking mi sis abt all dis blogskins and tings like dat..and im real complete failure wif the computer..hiaz..jus dun seem to do aniting well and aniting dat can make me be proud of..starting to feel so zhi bei...hiaz..dunno wad's happening lo..sumtimes jus feel dat im so pathetic..hiaz..okay enuf abt dis..
shall continue again next time..bye..
~falling down~....
I cheered with joy @ | 3:23 PM
Saturday, November 13, 2004
*.* A fresh new start *.*
Hihi..
haf been feeling bored so decided to set up a blog for miself..haha..time realli flie..in a twinkling of an eye another year is cuming to an end..Dis year hasnt been a very pleasant year for mi family and i..in fact it was a real rotten year..many tings happened..and i reali mean tings dat will make u sad..heartbroken..and change ur lives..imagine having to face the fact of losing ur loved ones in a yr..the feeling is unbearable..it hurts..obstacles one after another..sumtimes it jus make me feel so tired..u knw wad i mean..it's jus like running a marathorn..sumtimes i reali feel like giving up..but i did not..haha..surprisingly..haha..although i tried not to tink over it..the pain is still there and it will alwaes be..hmm..but i do admit dat it's thru difficult times dat we learn..and to becum a stronger and more mature person..well dun u agree everyting has a purpose..??...It's oso thru all this probs dat haf made me closer to mi family..frenz and even God..okay will tok abt dis another time..
Let me share sum recent happenings..
There's band todae as usual..boring..haha..sumtimes i reali wonder why i joined band in the first place when i dread goin there so much..ahah...but the ting is i reali lurve music..lurve mi frens and juniors there..and not forgetting all those seniors too..(yifang,hilda,ruilin,cheryl..etc..)
Hiaz and there's band tml..almost mi whole holiday is being occupied wif band..ahah..poor ting isnt it..haha..nuhting special happened todae oni dat i wole dae at the com after band..
Ytd i went KTV wif mi cousins they all..it was quite fun though i didnt sing much..it was a nice experience..dun reali sing those songs..haha..but it was nice hearing them sing..ahaha...
okay..gotta go watch tv le..haha..cya..tartar..
sign off...
I cheered with joy @ | 11:09 AM
