*.* thanx for being such great frens... *.*
hmm..wada tiring day today..out for almost the whole day..school in the afternoon until ard 1240..thn went for lunch until 110??haha..thn off we go to nanyang poly..for the open hse..haha..
well..it was kinda an eye opener for me..get to knw abt the different types of courses available..bud gets kinda boring frm time to time..the car racing part was rather fun..haha..hmm..im not reali sure wad i wan..cus all seems so chim..haha..thn after the open hse michelle,daphne,hui li,xing fang,vanessa,karen,chowyoke went to the KFC at toapayoh..haha..thn sat dwn there eat and tok for like abt 2hr??haha..thn very farnie lor..the kfc ppl very free de..keep clearing the dustbin..ahha..if u knw wad i mean..haha..
thn after dat..we went out to the pavilion outside KFC there sat dwn and tok..xingfang,vanessa,chowyoke went first..leaving the rest of us there..and we continued tokin...haha...
tok abt a lot of tings.. i really enjoyed the conversation...
tok abt ourselves..asking others our good and bad points..well thru dis..i learnt more abt them and more abt how other feel abt me..hmm..hee...
well..wad they sae abt me reali quit true la..i lack confidence..i knw it myself..bud i jus find it very hard to change..cus i reali do feel inferior..i dun deny it..i get emotionally upset easily...and well..maybe i reali do care abt how others see me??actually im not very sure la..ahha..
hmm..bud seriously after the talk i do feel a thousand time beta..well so wad if im bad in mi studies..so wad if i dun see anyting gud abt miself..as long as i work hard i shud not have any regrets..dun u agree??and now..i do knw i've put in mi best..bud it's still no gud..so..i shall work harder..if i fail dis time..i shall work harder..harder till i reach mi goal..the Olevel..
Haha..i sae so much bud im not reali sure if i can haf dis kind of mentality..bud i'll try..so frens out there..gif me sumtime to change...
thanx for all ur concern and advice..and the eva listening ears...thanz a lot..u guys are great man..let's hlp each other thru the olevel...supprot each other and be there for one another..for dat's wad frens are for inst it??haha...well..frens 4eva..
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