hmm..today is definitely not a great day for me... firstly..i got back mi physics paper..it's like shit..all stupid careless mistakes..wif all those units prob..hiaz..sae oreadi i heartache..geography and ss was oso not very well done..thn sumore today keep coughing...hiaz..just feel terrible.. didnt go for band cus not feeling well..thn i tink if i go for band will sure die..haha..went for amaths remedial..well..it was ok not as bad as i tot...bud jus dun understand sum of the tings mr johnny joseph sae..cant figure out wad he's saying..haha..guess..im reali occupied wit remedials...sianz...dunno wad's the problem wif me..mi results is like getting worse...hiaz...jus dun like to tok abt it.. hmm...today haf the tot of giving up mi post as a monitoress..hmm..tink i shudnt be one la..wif mi results...hiaz..can feel the pressure..anyway im oso not a very gud one hu can reali control the class..(im not saying the class very bad or wad..)hee..bud dunno lei..just feel dat i shud gif up dis post..there are others hu's in a beta position than me lor..hiaz..dunno..tink maybe will tell ms sin in the cumin class commitee meeting.. fri will be goin temasek poly for a tok wif michelle they all...hopeit will be enriching ba..anywae it's a fri so dun mind goin..haha... hmm..will be turning 16 dis cuming sunday..not reali excited abt it like i alwaes was..mi mood are reali kinda affected by mi results although i knw i shudnt..nuhhting reali cause me to look forward to...it jus like kind of giving me a message dat i will be taking mi O's dis year..or rather im older..hah..dunno... bud well im waiting for thur..cus mi nephew they all cum back frm australia for holiday until chinese new year...bud..hiaz..dis year's chinese new year oso very sian...the worst i've eva got.. okay ..shall stop here..