And as promised..im here to share a little bit about what i learnt during BS.. The 3 types of sheep(people) we may encounter in our groups of friends/ ministry.. Solitary sheep---sheeps who strays away from the flock. These are people who always isolate themselves..shortchanging themselves from fellowship from the rest of the sheep..they prefer being alone and wallow in self pity when they are in trials.. Hermit sheep--sheep who doesnt want to be hlp by fellow flock..they feel that the other sheep are unworthy of their company..and that they are always somewhere higher up..all they can see is the negative sides of the people around them, eliminating the postive and good intentions behind it..these are people who only choose to listen to things that are pleasing to their ears and entirely block out other things which they disagree with..and ended up harbouring hatred for what the people around them say.. Wandering sheep--always thinking that there's a greener pasture somewhere else...discontented with the people around them and always feeling envy of being somewhere else..not being able to see the actual situation in the place that they thought was better..this causes the sheep to always wanna slide away..hoping to go to a place with perfect condition..but....how can we ever get to understand the real meaning of perfect..when no one is perfect??? I like what pastor Kong always say...there are no perfect church..perfect place..because the moment we step in..it's imperfect...no one is perfect..
I guess everyone of us come across people like that b4..and in fact we may even be like that b4.. ahha..that's why i find this so interesting..
Dear God..you show me.. place me in the place you want me to be.. Your will not mine.. Because you are the best...only you will know what is best.. God..please take control..you take charge.. take away my anxieties..my worries..my dilemma.. i just want to focus on you..and i just desire for more of you.. Kill my flesh..raise my spirit man.. stir me up..encourage me..strengthen me.. In your name.. I give you my all..my everything.. Im all for you... Use me and mould me..to the person you wan me to be.. And here..i surrender.. You are the Lord of my life..