a conversation with this fren of mine..cus me to reflect..it's been a reali long time since i t0k to dis fren..four years..a once really close fren..and due to some hurts and misunderstanding and we broke away frm all sorts of communicati0n..and finally ytd..dunno why..i was jus prompted to strike off a conversation with him on msn..and wad he said struck me hard.."it's been four years"...at that moment..i was like er...mixed feelings..
i went to bed after dat..budd despite mi tiredness i couldnt get to slp..it was terrible..so i began to pray..and God gave me a revelation..an image of a monkey bar..
yu knw our life is like a journey..and our journey is just like climbing the monkey bar..it's not easy...we need strength and perserverance to finish it..many of us will drop down frm the monkey bar and may even hurt ourselves due to the sand on the ground..us droppin dwn frm the monkey bar is jus like us facing problems in our lives..the pain the prob bring to us..
bud even as we recover..picking ourselves up frm the floor and hoppin up unto the bar and climbing again..it may seems difficult and tiring..ya i agree..bud everytime we get onto the bar..our muscles are strengthen..and we are advancing forward..although we may fall again..bud we are always fallin forward..=)
or in other cases..we dun fall..bud we stay stagnant at the same column..holding on to the same bar and not daring to swing on to the next bar..afraid dat we may fall..scared..we hang on the bar..oni with our arms feeling tired...blisters coming out..creating unneccessary stress on our arms..i feel God is just telling me like..hey..it's time to swing on..time to let go of all ur unhappiness with that fren..
i tot abt it..and i felt..er..ya..it's time to let go..why let dis misunderstanding spoil the friendship..4yrs is long enuf..i want to move on..bud not jus stay at the same bar..clinging on to the unhappiness jus like im doin to the bar..and im reali feeling good nw
today's cg was just fantastic..the word of season..relevant and useful..blessed..
and i thank God for evryting He has done in mi life..=)
