well..first of all..today is definitely not mi day..!!!! hmm..got band in the morning.. when we reached the sch..the gate is still locked..so we waited outside..which is like so dots... thn practice and practice.. there came Mr Nonami..he looks friendly..much much beta than dat freaking stupid idiotic pig!!! we played thru once thn mr nonami took over..and the pig sat now there to listen.. we went thru the different parts.. and there came the part im most afraid.. Why??becus im alwaes pressurize by him for dat part.. if he tinks im not gud..in the first place he shudnt ask me to play.. i cant work under so much stress..the more pressure u gif me..the worse i'll be.. so wad's the point of makin urself and i miserable by makin me play..in the first place u shud haf letty played dat.. she's not as bad as u tink...u r just simply biased..she can play lor..so stop ur stupid nonsense and stop saying she plays like shit..!!!y dun u try playing the saxophone instead...anyway it's so easy to u ... and so..when mr nonami went thru dat terrifying part..he was like dwn there keep staring at me...so sure dat i'll make mistake..givin me dat stupid face..and scoldin me..saying im stupid..im slow..and useless..dat i dun cum for practice..and oh pls..can he spare a tot for us??band is our oni commitment???i still nid to spend time wif mi family and frens..mi schwork and bla..bud all he tot of is band..y??cus u r scared u will get kick out of the sch if we get a bronze??or COP?? well u can sae dat im irresponsible or wad..i dun care..bud i myself knw..im havin prob wif mi schwork..and im takin mi O's dis year..so shudnt i be spending time on mi work??hu's gonna bear the responsibilities if im gonna fail..u???and I do make an effort to cum okay??so stop saying i hasnt been cuming..cus dis is not true!!!even if i neva cum..wad abt the others??y u neva sae them??bud oni me...!!y??cus u r prejudice against sum of us..and im one of them.. rite frm the strat of the day..u start to pick on me..im not supposed to play for dat particular part and u ask me in such a stupid manner why i am not playin and when i sae i dun haf dat part u gif me dat stupid look..dun u knw dat's veh rude??and when i neva play aniting..u sae i play..which ear did u use to hear smth which i neva even play..and sumore sae i play wrongly..oh..wad a joke.. and thn..now u r taking dat part away frm me..bud well..let me tell u..i dun feel ashamed or aniting dat mi junior is playing dat part instead of her senior..i just gotta tell u dat im so the very HAPPY..happy..get it??so happy dat i dun haf to be so stressed up by u..so happy dat i dun haf to be so worried..and dun haf to practice dat part like i did..and let me tell u..i did practice dat part..oh well shud i thank u??thank u for takin dat part away frm me??hah... and another ting...dun tink i cried today is becus im guilty of aniting dat u've said today..bud is becus im very pissed off wif u..ur nonsense..of u being so unreasonable..so bias..and irritating.. bud im so gonna rejoice..cus im oni left wif 1 week and 2 days to freedom..free frm band..and i wun even haf to put up wif ur stupid attitiude..!!!!!!
