let's tok abt today.. today lesson boring as usual..haha...bud when was it interesting b4..hiaz...today had chapel..and thn the tok was on sumting like compassion..hmm..thn i was like er..do i haf ccompassion??hmm..thn we were shown the slide show..the tsunami tingy..so kelian..life is realli very fragile ya..jus blink ur eyes and everyting is gone.. hmm...it's jus the start of the year..nd im like dreading sch life..hiaz..howw...i tink im reali getting very stupid lo..hiaz...mi result's like bad..??hiaz..bud it's not like i neva study or wad lorz..bud..hiaz...dunno wad to say...an further more i dun even haf to least confidence i cud even haf...im scared...im discouraged...not jus in sch..bud at home too..feel so useless...i cant seem to do anyting right...tings jus seems to be on the wrong track for me since last year.. im trying to get miself back on track..trying very hard...bud it's like no matter how hard i tried..it's still the same... im starting to run away frm the problem...im tired..im discouraged..im stress..im scared..i jus feel like crying... how...o'level is dis year...and im like.......hiaz....im worried.. today ms sin asked us to set a goal of the JC we wanna go..bud i dun haf the mind to go and choose cus im not even sure whether im eligible for a JC..bud well..maybe i shud haf a goal...hiaz... hiaz...it;s oni the beginnin of the sch term and im like dreadin school...hiaz...
