Monday, December 13, 2004
*.* Vexed,,,falling... *.*
woke up at 10 today..so tired cus ytd slp late..
thn had lunch at 12 plus after dat went back to mi other hse..thn will oni go back tml..maybe goin out tml..bud dunno yet..hhaha...
Hmm..while walkin to the station to take a train home in the afternoon..i tot abt a number of tings...hiaz..im bothered...im vexed..why do ppl haf so many worries and why must we haf so many worries..worries for others..worries for ourselves..it's reali killing me..hiaz..tired..sumtimes jus dun wanna tink cus it's redundant..worries doesnt hlp solve problems..bud hiaz..dat's human..
Im worried for mi aunt..she seems to be rather..er wad shud i sae..like last time..depressed..the way she behaves irritates me..worry me..im reali irritated.. i hope to see her well..i knw she doesnt meant to let us worry bud..i jus cant hlp lose mi temper at her..im sorry ..reali sorry..i dun mean it..it hurts me to see her like dat..i knw im not the oni one..jiejie..and ppl ard her too..just hope she will be well..and i will try to control miself..sorry..
I oso tot abt mi schwork..im jus so slack..haven reali been touching books..like dat how..mi results oreadi so lan le..bud still dun buck up thn it's like gone case..sch holiday ending soon..hiaz...how......
i oso tot abt band..im stressed..im not gud in mi playing..im afraid of scolding which is sumtime unreasonable...i hate it..i dun haf the passion for band i once had anymore..and y...hiaz..i detest the tot of goin for band..i tot..y shud i do sumting i dislike doin so much..i gotta sacrfice mi time for dis band..hiaz...i got alot to say bud jus dat dunno how to convey.hiaz..tired is wad feeling now..and ther's band on tue..and 31 chalet too.so i gotta rush there..hiaz..
enuf of all dis tings..
today mi family gathering is at mi hse..mi parents dis sum cooking..hmm..quite nice..haha..thn watch Tv..the hong xing da jiang..haha..very farnie..hahah..sumtimes it's reali fun to be wif all mi cousins..haha..cus they very gao siao...haha..and keep calling me names..ya..you knw hu u r if u r readingdis..hahha..okay le la..gotta go..bye...
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